i wanna do cute things like hold your hand and cuddle and make you moan uncontrollably
i just want a boy who touches me distractedly
like sitting watching a movie and he just kinds of drags his fingers over your skin while watching and he doesn’t have a motive he’s not trying to tickle you or be sexual with you he’s just touching your skin and feeling the shape of your bones under that skin like it’s physically comforting for him to know that you’re there right under his fingertips im so
I’ve been trying to get with him, someone I’ve known and liked for months and I finally have my chance and you think you have the right to claim our bed to have sex with someone you met yesterday.
What. The. Fuck.
Frustrated beyond belief. It’s stupid but I just want to cry. I’m trying to make a relationship and you just want a fuck buddy. There are so many things wrong with this situation.
I can’t even talk to you about it because you are just going to get pissy with me and tell me it doesn’t matter or that isn’t not fair to you.
The only reason we put our beds together is because you didn’t want to sleep by yourself.
I guess my mistake was saying yes.
I’m tired of feeling like my feelings don’t matter in my own house.
It’s so fucking hard to handle one of your best friends after you spend everyday with them for 3 and a half months straight.
I literally have no privacy in my own house.
Yes I fucking love you to death but sometimes I want to slap you across your face and tell you to get your fucking shit together.
Evan I will punch you in your face if you open your mouth about this.
This is my place to vent because at times like this I have no one to talk to.